The Beauty of my own Chaos
I don’t like labeling myself, but I suffer from anxiety, and not the kind people think is just wanting to eat. Mine makes it hard to breathe, gives me a stomachache, closes my throat until I’m hoarse, and a lot of other painful sensations.
JULY 12, 2022
I discovered that photography became a therapy that brings me back to the “present” and forces me to stop thinking about things that will never happen; it makes me give up mental control and helps me take control of my own body, it makes me push past limits.
It gives me a space for creation and intimate knowledge with another person, in this case Pralad… and in other cases with myself, because I love taking photos of myself without clothes, not out of simple vanity but because I constantly need to connect with myself.
I like capturing moments of my life, from the angles I like most to the moments when anxiety eats me alive, because that is precisely where I find the Beauty of my own Chaos.